Eating of my heart.

This is a dream from two nights ago. I can not recall most of the dream but I do remember this specific part of the dream;

The setting was underground subway of some kind that many people were living in or taking refuge. I had a younger sister who was about the same age with the same length hair but auburn colored. We were both wearing long dresses in the dream, white ones if I recall correctly.

We both cautiously walked into this abandon store. Things were hanging down from the ceiling from old wear blocking parts of my view at times. But before I could step in to far into the store, I froze and watched a scene happen before my eyes like a vision. I had walked further in with my sister until she disappeared from my view. Looking around for her I ended up being stabbed, I can not recall if it was from in front or behind, but even still I fell to the ground. Laying on my back I peered up to see my sister there smirking at me before reaching down and ripping my heart out of my chest with her bare hand. She then proceeded to eat my heart, blood drenching her clothes and pouring down from her hand.

The vision ended and I glanced over at my sister who looked over at me to see why I had stopped. She gave me a smile, but I knew it was because of the plan in mind. I ended up walking out of the store and back around people. I had told those closest to me about what I saw therefore putting her in lock down. No one let her out of their sight and left me alone with her.

It was such a strange dream to even have, and can easily be classified as creepy. I wouldn't consider this a nightmare though because 1) I have my dream catch to catch those and 2) I didn't feel any fear in my dream. It's just how it played out.






The night before the dream above, that there was one more dream that I was really surprised to encounter to be honest. Taran was in my dream where as he rarely ever decides to make an appearance. It was also quite... passionate. Well, maybe not as passionate as some may think but for me, quite.

In my dream I was surprised to see him when passing down an alley way to meet someone, a group of friends I think. I don't even recall an exchange of words before I found myself roughly shoved against the wall which I do remember it hurting and about to yell at him for doing that until I was basically pinned against the wall with his form, and his hands were on the either side of my head holding it still as he began kissing me fervently. As if instinct, I had reached up, curling my fingers into his hair kissing him back.

I woke up not to long after but I never have any dreams like that, so I was really surprised to say the least. I don't even know if he did that on purpose, or if that was all in my subconscious. But I'm not going to ask him because if it wasn't him on his part I don't want to hear the endless taunting that could come with the news.

Dear T,

I want to talk to you about what happened these past two nights but there is no way that I can. I can't bring myself to ask Mi to channel you so I can talk to you. I just can't bring myself to ask her, she's stressed and has decided to put everything supernatural on lock down.

I'm not sure what to do now, and I don't know who to talk to but you. You have always been around, you are the one who looks after me, and you are probably who knows best for. Far more than my parents. But like I said I can't bring myself to talk to Mi about channeling you.

I wish I could do more, I wish I could hear you, and it was easier to see you. Then I wouldn't have to do this with other people involved. I wouldn't have to bring anyone involved too... I see it as weakness and I wish I wasn't so weak.

T, all I wish is that I can talk to you.

Ki Seop dream.

Like all my dreams, there's something that does NOT make sense. ...especially this one even though U-kiss (well mainly Ki Seop) was in this one.

The setting is somewhere near an ocean, but there isn't a sandy beach. The water gets up near the tiny cliffs (the cliffs were just hanging pieces of earth over the water) with certain places where enough sand actually rose above the water and created a small path to the water. There was a town that was set up right next to this area, but when it got closer to the water there were decorated walls of red and white brick. It was a cloudy day, like it was going to rain and the water was rather calm in compared how rough it could get

Apparently I've lived in this area for awhile, and saw the U-kiss group hanging out in the previously described area. They were all sitting on benches by the center area of the walls along the water, the ground had red, and white stepping stones that created a highly decorated circle. The group was urging Ki Seop to do something, he was holding a cardboard box in his hands before heading over to one of the small archways that lead to one of those sandy pathways looking really nervous. He kept looking over to his band mates who urged him to keep going with the motion of their hands. He finally squatted down by one of the smaller arches with the box next to him.

I remember I was wearing a thin strap, black tanktop with a slightly flared out, black skirt with black flip flops. My hair as pulled half up, I believe, and I was wearing my sky goddess necklace. Curious of what Ki Seop was doing, I strolled over to him from behind casually. He was wearing a white t-shirt with something on the front, and jeans. Peering over his shoulders I notices he was digging up some of the dark, moist soil with the box filled with manga that were kinda of dirty. "Are you looking for manga?"

He jumped, obviously startled that I had appeared "out of no where." He looked up expressing like he was caught doing something he shouldn't have. He could only manage an "Uhh..." before glancing at the box and back at me with a sheepish smile.

I smiled back and pointed through the arch way towards a small cove area that rest at a bottom of an actual cliff, the area was rocky and there wasn't a path to the area, only water. "You might want to look over there. The locals here call it manga cove. Everyone goes over there, but since it's late and of the storm no one is over there. But I could take you there." I motioned him to follow me as I made my way to the main area where the rest of the U-kiss members were at. Instead of going near them, I went towards the huge, main arch of the wall and stopped at the entrance to look at Ki Seop to see if he was still following.

He gave a little smile before walking ahead of me before I followed down the sandy pathway. We passed by a guard who was patrolling around, he had a long spear in his hand. He gave us a glance but didn't say anything. Stopping halfway on the path we turn towards the cove. The water was a deep, slightly murky green color with a tint of blue to it. You could slightly see the bottom if you focused, but there was some seaweed and the white sand. "Looks like we have to swim the rest of the way," I announced the obvious, putting my hands on my hips.

"Yeah." Ki Seop agreed before jumping right into the water that was now picking up a bit, and no longer calm. I sighed and followed in after him loosing my flip flops in the process. The water was really cold, and by half way to the cove I was all ready exhausted from the waves beating against me. I had called out Ki Seop's name, and he had slowed letting me catch up, and briefly we exchanged words. A small wave came over us, briefly taking us underwater. When resurfacing he let me hold onto him, coughing up the water from the wave as he started swimming again. Not wanting to be dead weight I helped kick until we finally reached the cove. He swam up to what looked like a slab rock formation of stairs. I let go of him and let him climb up first, and I followed quickly not wanting to be in the water any more. But oddly as I got out of the water, when my clothes left the water they turned brilliant white instead of black. I didn't notice in my dream but even though I was wet, and wearing white it wasn't see through (thank the lord....). I was looking down at my skirt amazed at what happened, and glanced up at Ki Seop who was standing a ways, slightly elevated from standing on a taller dark colored slap of rock and spoke something to him. He responded to whatever I had said and...

I woke up. But that was my surprising dream of Ki Seop from U-kiss. I think it was because Kevin put on his twitter to dream of them and I was watching Ki Seop attempt a challenge that U-Kiss were doing.

Water god and running.

This is been one of the most interesting dream I've ever had.

What started from what I remember was that... I was in some sort of building that was dark, and old. The wood was darkened a dark brown color, almost black. I was wearing some type a tunic type of clothing or sari (a female Indian garment) that was pale purple with a dark, pale blue draping over my body with long flowing sleeves. I was wandering around looking around for a friend of mine until I found him. I can't remember his appearance to well but I know he was had a built form with broad shoulders with dark color hair. He seemed to be a god who had control of water. He was urging me to hurry and hide because another god was looking for me to either hurt me, or kill me.

He gave me some orders to head over somewhere with another female companion of mine. There was an explosion and he yelled, "Go!" before heading towards the explosion to slow down who I knew was the other god that was trying to hurt me.

We hurried to a community of people that lived in a large area underneath the wooden building that we were just in. Entering the place with my companion we realized that there was a stand giving out clothing that all looked the same; sari-like garments with a deep, rich teal color and bright orange to contrast. I exchanged my clothes for those garments as well as my companion.

When we finished changing guards entered the area searching for us. The guards were all male, swords at hand but they were very Indian looking. Dark tanned skin with faded white turbans wrapped around their heads. They had dark eyes with black sticking out the turbans matching the same black hair as mustaches under the pointed noses. Their outfit reminded of a generals with the top a pale, faded teal color with various gold medals pinned on and white pants. In my mind I knew these guards were of a higher status than a normal guard or soldier.

My companion grabbed my wrist as I started to panic when they moved closer to us within the crowd of people. "We'll split up. When you get a chance run far from here," she soothed, staring straight into my eyes before letting go and running through the crowd to blend in. Alone, I had no choice but to follow her advice. I pulled the veil that was on my head close to my face to cover my identity and fell into the crowd until I was able to escape from the area. As I was escaping I thought back at the water god, wandering if he was all right.

It blurs here and...

I was at Petsmart or some type of pet store with my current roommate Stephanie to help her find a betta fish since her plant was finally growing enough to put it in a flower vase. I had met up with and she had asked me to come. Wandering around the allies of aquariums, I finally told Stephanie that I would wait outside for her after she had chosen which the few she wanted. She answered back with an "okay" and I casually strolled outside. I then noticed I was wearing a t-shirt and some jeans with the hems worn out from wear.

Outside, the pet store seemed to be in the middle of nowhere. The environment had a red feel to it, I could see red rock mountains and the area was like the Arizona desert. It was all dirt with dried out scrubs and groups of cacti. The parking lot was near empty other than a few cars like Stephanie's vehicle. There was a black truck surrounded by three friends of mine; Kaitlyn, Martika, and Andrea.

Instantly I headed over to the group smiling in greetings, all of us began conversating when a lady came over. She was paled skin, like mine, with wavy, dirt blonde hair pulled into a low pony tail. Her eyes were green if I remember correctly, and her outfit that of a forest ranger's. She started scolding us, telling us we aren't suppose to be standing on the tar. She stepped away after Andrea and I climbed on to the back of the truck not wanting to get in trouble. Kaitlyn followed but Martika stood there with her hands on her hips. She looked irritated before exclaiming right as that ranger women returned standing behind Martika. Martika didn't notice and she started venting, "Who does that bitch think she is? Not standing on the tar?"

"Excuse me?!" the lady screeched her hands instantly going to her hips, eyes narrowed.

Martika turned but backed up her statement not taking back anything. "You heard me. It's ridiculous." Martika got in the woman's face glaring as the woman glared back. I uneasily turned to glance at Kaitlyn who looked just as uneasy. I felt like in any minute Martika was going to lose it and the Spanish would rolling off her tongue like she normally did when angered.

All of a sudden something caught my eye and I looked up to look in the distance to see a group of people dressed in black and something like kunai weapons in their hands slowly advancing, surrounding us in a curved line. I paniced at the sight and exclaimed, "Get out of here!" Everyone looked up and saw the approaching force instantly everyone scattered. But Kaitlyn, Martika and Andrea ran in the same direction making the force jump into action moving in their direction. I didn't move for some odd reason but seeing an opening I dashed forward, jumping down off the truck and head out to the what seemed-like the endless desert as fast as I could, dodging the bushes and cacti.

Seeing that I got out of their net, one of the soldiers went to the leader questioning if they should chase me down but the leader shook his head answering, " No. We'll eventually catch us with her."

After running for some time toward the red rock/mountain structure I found myself in a some canyon like area but a large stream ran through with a thick forest surrounding the stream, but the trees weren't as high as the the rock wall on the left side of me as I walked with the stream catching my breath. In my mind I knew that there were people in the forest looking for me like in all the places I've been. I felt like an animal being hunted, and I had a sudden thought, "If they are going to hunt me like an animal, I'm going to act like one." Hearing people approaching I paniced and instantly searched for a hiding spot. There seemed to be a "tunnel" on the other side of the stream with vines covering most of the whole. If I wasn't looking for somewhere to hide I would have missed it completely.

Jumping on the rocks the crossed the stream, and got to my knee not caring about the mud getting on the jeans where my knees were. Brushing the vines aside I crawled in the some tunnel. Inside there was some long grass that had been bent down from constant usage, I had to stay bent because I would hit the "roof" of branches so I moved myself completely inside having plenty of room and laid on my side comfortably in the grass. I could hear voices finally in hearing distance, three men I believe conversating.

"Do you think she's still in the forest?"

"Of course, she had to come through this place. She won't be able to hide forever, and we'll get her."

One of the men stepped close to my hiding spot, and I held my breath. For a minute I thought he was going to look down and see the entrance but then he kept moving. The voices faded away but I didn't feel safe leaving. Though I worried what made the tunnel, and if it would come back I was exhausted. I had been running for a long time, and I needed rest. Slowly I closed my eyes and feel asleep.

I woke up, slowly having everything return to me. I felt so alone and unsure of what to do. I knew I had to get out of here but I had I thought that maybe I should stay in the forest until they left thinking I moved on. Hungry and wanting to explore to understand the area better left my safe haven and wandered around cautiously. After awhile hearing someone I ducked into a small tree bush with one side of the tree growing by a huge bolder so I couldn't get sneaked up from behind. The leaves were something like pine tree needles but they grew to a yellow color near the tips. Listening I heard one man's voice trying to keep my self hidden.

"Those stupid idiots couldn't find anything if they wanted," he growled very irritated. His eyes looked around with a brown, bloodhound strolling next to him. But the bloodhound didn't seem to be working just strolling around with his master. Peering out a little to see him better, I felt my heart jump after I saw him better. Somehow I knew he was a specialized tracker. Just as that thought finished he turned and saw me.

"YOU!" He yelled as I bolted out of my hiding spot running for my life.

Jumping over rocks and running in the stream I kept going, kept running despite loosing the tracker for the time being. But I reached at the end of the stream. I stood on the dam edge looking down the dam to just see a pool of turquoise water. I couldn't see the bottom and the water looked one color other than the white bubbles from where the water poured. Not wanting to be caught I jumped and landed in the water.

It felt like I was sucked into an under current. I kicked to break the surface so I could get air, and finally I did. Gasping for air I looked around quietly and found myself inside a old, stone maze. There was water everywhere pouring out into the pool I was in. The stone walls reminded me of sandstone with very little decoration. Seeing that it was something like a maze, I could either go right or left. At the moment I just wanted to get out of the water and get as far ahead of the others if they even considered me jumping off the dam. I decided to go right and there were stones that if I climbed on that would get me onto the main stone level. With difficulty I got up, and observed around.

Instead of a maze like I originated thought, I concluded that it was an elaborate temple. Walking slowly, peering around the corner before turning I continued walking. As I continued moving forward windows starting appearing in the structure. I could see long green grass with little purple, and pink flowers growing within them with the blue sky and white fluffy clouds. Eager to be outside I hurried to get out of the temple. When I neared the exit I could hear a group of people heading towards me. I saw a stone ledge hanging above the entrance and climbed up there as fast as I could laying on it.

The group of people who had entered seemed to the civilians that used the temple. Women wore light, tan clothes to cover their chests with grass like skirts with various shells and fangs from an animal as accessories while the men were shirtless, carrying spears and grass like bottoms as well. They took no notice of me as they kneeled down, doing some type of prayer. I didn't pay attention, just hoping that they wouldn't see me. When the stood up, they started to leave but one female looked up and eyes widen as she saw me. Yelling in her language, she pointed up at me.

Next happen so fast I didn't know what happened. I was grabbed by ankles and wrists and was thrown into a meadow. But the meadow had sections of flower color. I landed in the light blue ones with a purple tint. I grunted in pain, rolling slightly from the landing and laid there. Suddenly elephants emitted from the flowers all one color marching right over to me. One that as matching the flower color I landed in, picked me up by the neck squeezing. I gasped for air managing the words, "You can't hurt me... There was a promise."

At the words, the elephant dropped me back on the ground as I gasped for air. The phrase that escaped from my lips made me remember of a memory of being with that water god and an elephant. He told me that the elephant would never hurt me but protect me as well. As the memory faded I looked up, a hand holding my throat I saw the elephants disappear back into the flowers with the civilians in awe of what just happened.

They kept me around, letting me wander the temple but I knew I need to get out of here and keep moving before the people chasing me caught up. A group of younger adults, teenagers, were throwing water balloons but I stopped two females. Both of them were young, opened eyed with their hair short but brightly colored. I can remember one having a bright orange hair. I asked for their help and they eagerly agreed.

They led me out of the temple to another type of dam. But this one was at least a hundred feet tall. A male person with long, pale tan hair was there and he was a traveler. Apparently I was going to travel with him, but at the moment we were stuck as to how to get down without getting hurt. Our section of the dam was like an arm off the actual main structure started to slowly sink. One of the girls had left but the other lifted a large cart that was dark green with holes in them. "We catch crab with these," she explained, though I didn't understand since the cart was huge. She tossed it over the side mentioning something like using them to float down the river.

"That won't work," the traveler had said bending down to look over the edge. The structure we stood at was still slowly sinking, and the girl kept throwing carts down. I decided to look down at the water and it was the same turquoise color as the water in the temple but I could see through this one. I could see the white sand at the bottom with dark green spots were groups of plant life grew but I saw silhouette of something large swimming by really fast.

When the structure lowered to about sixty feet I could clearly see what was swimming in the water which made me stomach turn with fear. They were large amphibian creatures covered in dark green scales with legs, and arms, a long mermaid like tail behind them. There toes and fingers were webbed, eyes lizard like but yellow and they held long trident spears. But what really scared me were their teeth. Long, razor sharp teeth that looked like they would rip me to shreds.

All of a sudden the male traveler jumped off the structure into the water. I gasped, eyes wide not believing what he did. Didn't he see what laid under the water? "What do you think you are doing?" I yelled down. After the words escaped my mouth the structure collapsed. I screamed as I fell face forward towards the water, stomach turning at the fall and fear taking over knowing what laid underneath the water. I knew I was going to die by the hands of these creatures.

Hitting the water is when the panic set in. I was thrown in circles underwater from my impact and from the structure collapsing. Bubbles clouded my vision as I spun slowly stopping. I saw one of the creatures swimming towards me, and I knew I couldn't get away. as it neared there was suddenly a blue circle around me, like a bubble, and I was gathered into a pair of waters. I looked up and recognized the owner as the water god that was my friend, my protector. "You..."

He ignored me, his eyes focusing in a narrow glare toward the creatures floating there, hissing, and baring their teeth. "If you know what's best you won't touch this girl." He threatened towards them before they reluctantly swam around them almost ignoring them. It was after that he looked down at me before surprising me with an embrace.

"I've been looking for you for weeks. Through the waters in hopes you would come in touch with the waters soon," he spoke gently.

As I let him hug me, I held on to him still frightened at the fact that I had almost died. It was hard for me to understand that it had been weeks when it felt like it only had been two days. And in my mind I finally realized that this water reminded me of the Greek God Poseidon though it couldn't be him...

Then my alarm went off waking me up. I think this is one of my most longest dreams that I have remembered.

Supernatural occurance?

On Friday I had such a strange experience. It happened in a few seconds but it was a bit frightening.

Coming back from the art walk that was held downtown, Stephanie and I came back to our room to relax since we had been walking for nearly four hours enjoying the shops, and art galleries. I sat down at my desk to get off my feet when all of a sudden it felt like a hand was placed on my right shoulder. The feeling melted through, and the muscle that was touched burned for a brief moment. Though when I felt the touch I jumped out of my chair startling Stephanie in the process.

It was strange, there aren't any rumors of Cowden Hall having ghosts haunting the building. Stephanie joked that a ghost followed me from downtown or on some part of campus. But whatever it was it really did startle me. I don't feel scared being in my room alone or anything but ever since that I've been having troubles falling asleep for some odd reason.

Maybe my self-conscious being alert?

Another Power's Dream.

Last night was another supernatural powers dream.

The setting was a college like building with dorms and lobby type of thing going on. But the students in the school had supernatural powers. (Something like the x-men). I was a student there, and for some reason I had a twin brother.

I actually had darker shade of hair, almost brown. My power was actually over the element water/ice. My twin brother had dark brown hair, with his power being fire. Apparently though fire is broken down in four different types of fire; blue, green, red, and purple. My brother had control over green, red and purple fire which he was able to make precious stones out of. These gems were in the shape of a long crystal and would carry each color; red, green and purple between his fingers resting on the joints.

He was often mixed as a thief because of the gems, and how young he looked. He didn't really have the proper appearance either, his short hair always a bit messy and his clothing loose. But like a brother he was very protective over me despite me being the eldest twin.

I was helping some foreign students get settled in when someone approached, glaring at the students sitting on the ground since there were no more seats. He was Asian looking, taller than me with dark skin, and surprisingly, short, bleach blonde hair. His power was causing explosions, a fire related power. I was also going out with him, despite how annoyed I got with his aggressive nature.

He had a little friend next to him that I absolutely loathed. I thought of him as a leech, leeching on to a powerful person to get protection.

It's a little fuzzy on what happens but somehow there was a fight that started. My brother fighting my boyfriend because he lost his temper over something, and I went after the little leech. His power was strange. His eyes would roll in the back of his head when he did it and opened his mouth, a horrible screech would come out with the chance of making your ears bleed. Knowing this I did some hand movements, and had a thin layer of water covering my body, it wasn't noticeable since it seemed to disappeared. The little leech used his powers on me, but I couldn't hear it which startled him. Knowing it wasn't affecting me he turned and ran with me following. we climbed higher and higher in the school to the point where we were on planks of wood in an area that was off limits to construction from an accident.

Suddenly he whipped around and tried hitting me. I stepped back, but lost my footing over the plank, and feel down at least three levels.

I woke up after that.

Odd dream.

Then again, when aren't my dreams odd in some form or way.

The setting was in a mid-evil era or in just some type of fantasy setting. It was a small village/town where a lot of people were poor. The quality of the clothing was tattered, dirt smudges, and faded. Kids were looking through the streets for tossed out trash that may be useful.

I think I was some traveler passing through, and I was slightly anxious. (A few things happened but it's blurry) I was inside a stone castle, or home sitting next to gypsy man. He was an elderly man that hunched over, and held his dark green cloak close with the hood over his head. Across the table sat a soldier; he had a light bronze skin with golden blonde hair that fell in small waves to his shoulders wearing silver armor that covered every inch of his body except his hands and neck to his face.

He was accusing the man of being a gypsy, who in the dream was someone with supernatural powers of the elements. The man kept quiet and I was quiet along with him. Apparently I was a gypsy as well, I think, I was being accused of as well.

During the interrogation the village/town was attacked. Blocks of stone crumbled from the roof and both the the men looked paniced. For some odd reason I was really angry about this attack, my anger turned into "magic", my hands glowed a forest, green mint color. The elder gypsy apparently gasped and said that I wasn't a normal gypsy but something called 'Mother'. Those who are labeled as 'Mother' are special gypsies chosen by Mother Nature to have special powers greater than normal gypsies to help heal the earth and lessen the strain she feels with every day war.

After that, it blurs and I was rudely awaken by Jeremy (my mom's boyfriend, and soon to be step-dad). ...this could totally be something of a story.

I have another dream to write down and it's written in a notebook but I think I left it at Katie's house. -__-